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Solitude; sometimes it can bring a blissful peace, but sometimes it feels like an act of retribution. When you are left to yourself, you begin to ponder all of the things you haven’t done with your life. You can question who your friends are or if you ever had any to begin with. It can make you doubt everything you are and question your very existence. There are times when the need to be alone can be welcoming, but most of the time your loneliness can drive you to the brink of tears.It’s hard not being able to talk to anyone and seeing yourself in the worst light possible, doubting everyone’s opinions and wondering whether you should just give up on yourself. You almost forget that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and that there is a way out of your solitude. The dangers of being alone however, often outweigh the benefits of being with friends you barely know.
S**T Professors
Alright so I have an art teacher who basically hates everything I do and thinks that absolutely everything has to have meaning and be so symbolic. He doesn't like me and now that the school is screwing him over because they are doing a budget cut to a few departments including art, I get bashed on? How the heck is that even fair? I'm doing literally everything he's asked me to do for him and still he sees me as worthless in his eyes. I mean sure he says that I have a "lot o talent" but my "talent is wasted on a student like you" .... OUCH!! Oh and not to mention the fact that he says he's tired of caring? ... Seriously, he wonders why I don't
Woohoo!!
Doctor: good news everyone, i have been put into galleries.
People want my work! They really want my work! Not the stuff I have posted on the internet, they could care less about that. No, I have been painting like crazy lately and I am already to be featured into 3 art galleries.
Also, I really don't care for any way shape or form who is my friends anymore..... yes I take everything to heart and it saddens me greatly when my old friends say they hate me and that i am a terrible awful person but hey... whatev right? Anyway, I am so excited to be selling artwork for the first time in my life. It makes me feel like I am a good person who is
About what's New
Hey guys, recently I was given an assignment to do in painting class. They have to do with theme and variation. I was having the hardest time thinking about what to do with the theme and variation so I did emotions. Recently my emotions have been run ragged. They have been so horribly ripped to shreds that I didn't think I had anything left in me.
Well to elaborate that a little better, my next door neighbor who is like a little sister, committed suicide. Then I kept getting sick and on top of all of this, I was still trying to process three other deaths of close family, and illness kept striking me. If it wasn't one thing, it was another.
Character Sheet
Ok, so I guess I should finally start a character sheet... maybe. Anyway, Brent is my little whore that gets used quite frequently actually lol.
Name: Brent
Race: God of light (though appears human)
Age: unknown, probably around 780 years with the appearance of 23
Sex Orientation: Gay (submissive)
Likes: yaoi, bondage, strong dominants, being cuddly, LOVES sweets (and being covered in them), slight abuse, bj's, romance novels, classical music and rock
Dislikes: weird foods, violence, cruelty, horror films, rap, and piercings
Origin: Unknown, though he settled in Japan
Family: Non-existant
Magic: Unknown, though it ass
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